Last night,I hardly could sleep!.I tossed uncountably on my bed from one end to the other.It was a very chilly night,so cold that my duvet felt like cotton cloth.I hugged my fat pillows so tightly like an unseen hand was about to snatch it away from me.All of a sudden I realized how lonely I felt.It dawned on me more than ever before how much I need to get married and have my own kids.
Sincerely,I do not want to come across to you as desperate or make you begin to think that age must be pursuing me out of this world.The truth is that,there comes a time in a woman's life that she begins to desire companionship and the need for a man to connect with.Those times that you need to talk to someone about destiny issues in the wee hours of the morning,those times that your hands are too full and it is only the one who is trusted and loved that can lend you a helping hand ,those times when you need to come back home into loving arms.There just comes that kind of time in a woman's life and I am believing in a man's life too.
One thing I don't want to live my life doing is regretting!.Beyond existing,I want to live and not just any kind of life but a life that will leave a lasting impression on whomever I come across.I don't just want to be a wayfarer,God forbid bad thing my brother.My sister,tufiakwa!!!.The funny thing is that there are many guys out there seeking for just not women but wives and with all humility I have come across some of them too who have genuine and noble intentions,but you see,marriage is more than having genuine and noble intentions.It is more like two souls MUTUALLY agreeing to accept each others shortcomings and complement one another.It should never be one-sided.It is about two people and they must more than anything else agree.
It seems to me like our generation is misplacing priorities as far as marriage is concerned.More and more men are afraid of the institution of marriage and more and more women prefer to be baby mamas than wives!.I do not want to blame anybody given the high rate of divorce trailing what once looked like the sweetest of marriages.However,I'd rather be a wife and then a mother!.Believe me,I am tired of being single.As much as I know I am getting married soonest,it suddenly seems like I prefer it now than the soonest.Dear Lord,fastforward it.If you are in the spirit,shout a big Amen o!!!
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